long dress & stress

I love long dresses.. I don't mean to the caff, I am speaking of the so called "Maxi-dress" comfortable, casual yet cute. I never thought of me wearing them, being 5'2 and all, but actually I enjoy them a lot. 

The stress of today has been more than medium. I mean maybe I should go about this topic with a question. "Have you ever wanted something that a lot of people want?" And i know its broad, and when you figure out what I am typing about you might laugh alittle..(if anyone is reading this at all..ha). I am speaking of American Idol. Yes. It is true. And really, if you want to know the truth it is not the title of being the AMERICAN IDOL. No, not really.. just the opportunity to sing for a living would be nice. So many wnat to sing, and I am definately one of them, but chances to comfortably have that as an occupation is rare. Even if you are good, and you write, it really comes down meeting the right people and having a lot of money. Anyway back to American Idol. I am going to (hopefully) be trying out this summer. I am still wavering on my song choices, but excited none the less..

 What a great opportunity too. Meeting tons of people that love to sing. ( American Idol ) Even though the judges are probably going to crush 50% of everyones dreams, I am still going. And I'm going with hope. Have a wonderful day. God bless every bump that you drive over on these Arkansas rodes. Since, they can be bumpy. 

Rain and Cloud

Sometimes, dreary days are better. Shadows and drops of water are needed periodically to inspire poetry, paintings or to ease stress. The constant drip onto window panes is relieving...in the way that you know in approximately 1.26 seconds you will hear another tap of water splat against windows. It's refreshing to trust in that drop, since half the time you can't trust anything these days.. and I know the drops are going to end eventually, but for the time being I trust in them. 

Hands you hold..

"Never let the hands you hold,hold you down." -unknown

Thank you Conly for reading me that quote. It definately opened my eyes, not that I am currently holding anyones hand, but for future reference I'll revisit it.

These past few days/nights have been extremely relaxed and enjoyable, for I have been staying with three of the most amazing girls I know. Thank you Hannah for letting us house sit with you. We have barbequed, swam, I actually attempted a back dive for about an hour or two.. but never achieved that goal...BUT, we also have had some inspiring late night chats, adventures at two in the morning, burnt the memories of things we need to let go of, and many other inspiring acts that I intend on never forgetting. To say the least, it's been delightful.